"Sasuke kun…. i-its been 50 seconds…."
▷ to write love on her arms.
it was all a lie. it was all a facade to fool everyone.
——- and she was vulnerable enough to believe him yet again. why hasn’t it sunken into her thick skull that he’s toxic? he’s no good to anyone, and he’ll only continue destroying those around him. just when the rosette could get comfortable with the idea of having the uchiha back in konoha, he double crosses everyone and strikes. of course to some it wasn’t that big of a surprise. but to sakura it was opposite. she truly thought he wanted to change.
why does she love him so much? why must the medic fall weak before him? it just wasn’t fair for the medic to go through heartbreak over and over. it’s been this way for years, and she’s beginning to wonder if it’ll always be like this. would she ever be able to move on and learn to love again?
it’s been a few years since the war’s end, yet the pain felt fresh each day. only naruto could relate to the kunoichi’s sadness, but not on the same level. he could understand the betrayal aspect of her emotions, but not the romantic side. actually the blonde would be irritated, surely because of his own feelings for the jonin female. but who else would could she talk to? even ino is way over sasuke and refused to shed tears for him. if she could move on, then she should be able too. ——- right?
twenty-year old sakura strolled passed the gates of konoha, just returning from a mission. when she’s not working at the hospital, she requests missions on leisure time. it was the only way to occupy her mind. and even then she’ll find herself drifting away, digging into her memories of sasuke uchiha. hands buried deep in her navy blue pants, tired expression dragging ivory features.
somehow feet led the pinkette to where she first attempted to kiss sasuke; or so she thought it was him. though it was a small memory, it held much sentiment. tiers formed a straight line, olive hues staring down the stone bench. walk away from it. but did she listen? of course not. a small sigh breathed betwixt rose tiers, guiding herself to sit on the bench.
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▷ rest in peace kakashi hatake.
Once more he finds her with her arms around him, something he isn’t used to, and he lets his head dip slightly. If only because what has he done to deserve such a treatment, such unwavering assurance that he was wonderful? Of course, he’d done plenty in his life deserving of praise, surely, things people would classify as valiant and heroic—
But it was so much easier to dwell on the lives lost. The ones held in his hands, that he was in charge of, that he ought to have protected. For the second time in his life he’d been unable to protect those on his team.
And it was so much harder to tell yourself the good you’ve done outweighs the bad.
It’s as if his heart sinks, down through his rib cage and into his stomach, as she continues her plea for him. Kakashi breathes in, and breathes out, letting tired eyes cast glances at the table she’d shoved away, at the spilled soup splattered on the edge from where it’d overflowed, if only for a moment. At the wall, or the window that seemed to showcase the stars he’d spent his nights staring at with no purpose.
He offers no further words, finding anything else arbitrary and useless (she was always so adamant in what she did, he had to give her that) and he merely sits there, hands dropped in his lap, while a girl who held more belief in him than he had in himself held onto him.
And all he can see his regret.
maybe it wasn’t such a great idea just yet to announce his arrival. seeing the condition he’s in now, he would only grow more overwhelmed. and the last thing she would want is for the jonin to disappear again. this time because the pressure was too much to handle. sakura could only imagine the barrage of questions and the others giving him the same speech she is now. first he needed to get back on his feet before coming out to the village. knowing the others the medic was sure he’d make a run for it.
“i’m sorry.. ——-” came the sudden apology, releasing kakashi from her hold. fingers frantically wiped at her eyes, taking deep breaths to steady herself. “i probably look stupid right now,” a light chuckle, pushing salmon pink tresses away from her face. here was a young woman who just wanted to see her sensei at his best. and she will do all she can to help achieve that goal.
“i’m gonna be there for you. i want to help you. if you need time, i’ll give you that. but please, accept my help. let me be there for you.” jaded irises kept a strong gaze in dark hues, making sure he sees she’s being clear. if he wanted to stay here, she’s all for it; she’ll let him do just that. if he needed advice, or simply someone to listen, she’ll be that person. sakura could only hope the copy-nin would be willing to compromise to her proposal.
no matter what the kunoichi is determined to show the other what it’s like to live again. ——- to smile, to laugh, to be free. he’s been there since her adolescence to teach her the same. what better than to return the favor?
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i know you don’t like celebrations, so please accept this note. i want to start off by saying thank you for letting me be a part of your life. it’s been an honor being your student. not only have i learned so much, but i’ve also gained an amazing friend with being a part of team 7. you opened my eyes on so many things, and taught me how to look at situations from a different perspective. who knows, maybe i wouldn’t be the shinobi i am today without your guidance.
you don’t like to hear these things, but i’m going to say them anyways. ——- you’re truly an amazing individual. you may not see it, but it’s the honest truth. i wouldn’t go back and ask for a better sensei. you’re caring, considerate, selfless, and incredibly talented. though i would say reading icha icha is a distasteful habit you have, you need to stop ( just kidding! ).
don’t spend this day being lazy!
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